Besen Ozkurt

Türkçe


Dear journal

2025-05-09

I used to think that a journal was something that’s supposed to be written in every day.

As befits the name ('jour' is French for 'day').

It felt like homework, so I didn’t even give it a proper shot.

Over the last two years, I’ve realized that journaling is actually taking notes.

Saving whatever crosses my mind in the Notes app of my phone. Creating a reference point I can come back to when I need it.

Sometimes a single word I’ve jotted down helps me see the topic from an entirely different perspective from today’s.

Instead of sitting for hours trying to rediscover where I stand, I hold on to the anchor I dropped back when I first thought about it.

And for allowing those thoughts to be useful today, I thank my past self.

Some days I write for thirty seconds, other days for four hours. Sometimes I don’t write for weeks, or even months.

And I never start any of it saying “Dear journal.”

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